Showing posts with label past. Show all posts
Showing posts with label past. Show all posts

Friday, December 31, 2010

2010 ka akhri din

This is my annual post, the last post of 2010. and here i will sum up, what happened in my life in that year and look ahead to what’s going to happen in 2011. I do this so I can have a handy record that I can get to in seconds.
First month of 2010 was not good, after the month of march that year starts bringing me alot of happiness, in my personal life as well as in my career. Thanks to ALLAH for each and everything.

Many days was very good, few days was bad. this year i got sick 4 times.
This Year, I read almost 52 great Informative books on Islam, Life, and Science.I learn alot from those books. and i have change my life too much, beacuse i have implemented 80% in my life, that i read from books. Books are the best friends of a person. I spend my free time with books.
This year i didnt watch Television. as compared to past years. Only 2% of my time of 2010 i sit infront of tv to watch it.
I spend alot of my time on internet, for reading articles and news all around the world.

This year was nice. and I pray ALLAH, the coming year 2011 bring alot of happiness for my loved one,family, and friends.and take away all our sorrows and problems from our life. Make us powerfull,happy and healthy,wealthy. and A good MUSLIMS as ALLAH says in QURAN. Ameen

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Muslim scientists are the founders of current science and technology





Dream Fable

I saw myself in a wide green garden, more beautiful than I could begin to understand. In this garden was a young girl. I said to her, "How wonderful this place is!"

"Would you like to see a place even more wonderful than this?" she asked.

"Oh yes," I answered. Then taking me by the hand, she led me on until we came to a magnificent palace, like nothing that was ever seen by human eyes. The young girl knocked on the door, and someone opened it. Immediately both of us were flooded with light.

Only Allah knows the inner meaning of the maidens we saw living there. Each one carried in her hand a serving-tray filled with light. The young girl asked the maidens where they were going, and they answered her, "We are looking for someone who was drowned in the sea, and so became a martyr. She never slept at night, not one wink! We are going to rub funeral spices on her body."

"Then rub some on my friend here," the young girl said.

"Once upon a time," said the maidens, "part of this spice and the fragrance of it clung to her body -- but then she shied away."

Quickly the young girl let go of my hand, turned, and said to me:

"Your prayers are your light;
Your devotion is your strength;
Sleep is the enemy of both.
Your life is the only opportunity that life can give you.
If you ignore it, if you waste it,
You will only turn to dust."

Then the young girl disappeared.

Friday, June 18, 2010

where you want to see yourself in next five years?

yes this question was asked by interviewer yesterday.

and i couldn't give him the right answer that was in my mind.

I wanna see myself with my kids and husband in next five years, and i see myself as a great house wife. not a working women.

for few sec i got silent, what to reply him. then suddenly project manager came in my mind, because i did PMP training, and after doing that it was one of my goal.... to become pm, only in case i ddnt get married.

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Monday, January 18, 2010

mary bachpan k din







Ye Kia Dast-e-ajal Ko Kam Sonpa Hai Masheat Nay
Chaman Say Phool Chunna Or Veraney Main Rakh Dayna

Sunday, January 17, 2010

KHUDA K LIYE

jo dil me ha wahi muh sa kaho khuda k liye
oowey sa to rehny he fo go-ma-go khuda k liye\
kabhi kabhi to zadam ranja kijiye yaa bhi
milaap tarak na biklkul karo khuda k liye
hamesha ghero k to sath phirty chalty ho
kabhi hamary ghar tak chalo khuda k liye
hai ikhtiyar tumhen mano ya ..
jo hum kahyn aur sa tum sun to lo khuda k liye
karo na aashiq miskeen par apna chashm etaab
butoo khuda k ghazab k daro khuda k liye
nahi hun ap key me aabro ka kuch dushman
ye itna munh sa kaho to Khuda k liye
Khuda k wastay dyty han sir bakhi apna,
tum aik boosa to do ay butoo khuda k liye
hazaaroo auroo ki suntay ho aik mari bhi
laga k kaan zara suno tum khuda k liye
zafar ki arz ye ha ya janab-e-fakhr-jahan
mujhy ghulam tum apna gino khuda k liye.


mari bat to koi nahi sunta jo sunta ha ghalat samjhta ha. Ya ALLAH ye kaha ka insaaf ha tera. Ya ALLAH me sirf tujh par bharosa kiye huay hu. Me na tujh par chora ha sab kuch. tu hi insaaf kar. aur tu hi saza dy har us ko jo saza k qabil ha, jis na mary sath bura kia.


Hazrat nouman bin basheer sa riwayat ha k Huzoor Mohammad (pbuh) na farmaya, momineen ki misaal ik dosry par reham karny dosti rakhny aur shafqat ka muzahira karny me ik jism ki tarah ha, chunacha jab bhi jism k kisi hissy ko takleef pohochti ha to sara jism be khwabi aur bukhar me us ka shareek hota ha.
me na agar kisi par reham kia aur momin samjh kar, aur us na us ka badla us ka ulat lia to. Ya-ALLAH to sab daikhny wala ha, tujh sa kuch chupa hua nahi ha, Tu insaaf kar mary haq me. is dunia ma nahi to. akhrat ki zindagi me.

Allah will do the justice.



hazrat abdullah sa riwayat ha, Huzoor Mohammad PBUH ne farmaya , aik musalman dosray musalman ka bhai ha, wo is par zulm karta ha na isay be yar -o- madadgar chorta ha. jo shakhs apny musalman bhai k kam ata rehta ha ALLAH us k kam me madad karta ha. aur jo shakhs kisi musalman ki duniawi mushkil hal karta ha ALLAH us ko Ukhrowi Mushkilat me sa koi mushkil hal farmaey ga, aur jo shakhs kisi muslman ki parda poshi karta ha ALLAH qayamat k din is ki satar poshi kary ga.

Hijr ki pyaas

Hijr ki pyaas main qatra bhi bahut hota hai
Deed k wastay lamha bhi buhat hota hai


Tum agar paas nahi ho to koi baat nahi
Sirf ehsas ka dhoka bhi buhat hota hai



Jin pe hota hai buhat maan, buhat gehra maan
Woh badal jaen to sadma bhi buhat hota hai


Aur phir khud hi palt aata hun men raste se
Warna chalne ka irada bhi buhat hota hai


Paas hota hai to choone nahi deta khud ko
Dur ho jaun to shikwa bhi buhat hota hai


Jin k kho jane pe kho jate hen sab hosh o hawas
Un k mil jane ka nasha bhi bahut hota hai


Ab koi aur talab dil men nahi hai Wasiq
Ab teri yad ka haala bhi bahut hota hai

Monday, January 11, 2010

heart attack

I want to write few words from one of my prev. post: ".......Is kaainat main kub saare sawalon ke jawab milte hain. Koi formula nahi chalta. Kisi mantiq ki chul theek nahi bethti. Hum saari zindagi jaanne ki tag-o-do main lage rehte hain magar saara kuch is dil ke maanne se hai. Agar dil ko qarar aa jaaye to koi maujiza naqabile yaqeen nahi rehta. Kuch bhi namumkin nahi rehta. Falsafa chale na chale magar jo baat, jo cheez is dil ki dharkan ki ley(tune) se murtaish (vibrate) ho jaaye - wahi haq, wahi sach ! Sala ye kambakht dil !!.."



Pain was so severe that night, savage heart
wanted to confront each vein
diaphoresed from each sweat gland

(my heart was)
Like far at your patio
each petal washed in my despondent blood
appear morose with grace of moonlite glow

Like in my deserted body
tents of all aching threads openly
start giving signs serially (of)
farewell of (my) passions' flock

And when appeared somewhere under smoldering lites of remembrance
one last moment of your affection
pain was so intense that (heart) wanted to pass it on

We did want to stay though, heart did not desire so

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Greatest Act

[2. Surah Al-Baqarah : Ayah 195]


And spend in the way of Allah and cast not yourselves to perdition with your own hands, and do good (to others); surely Allah loves the doers of good.




Greatest Act






[4.Surah An-Nisaa : Ayah 103]


"Then when you have finished the prayer, remember Allah standing and sitting and reclining; but when you are secure (from danger) keep up prayer."




[7.Surah Al-Araf : Ayah 205]

"And remember your Lord within yourself humbly and fearing and in a voice not loud in the morning and the evening and be not of the heedless ones."



[ 8.Surah Al-Anfal : Ayah 45]

"O you who believe! when you meet a party, then be firm, and remember Allah much, that you may be successful."



[13.Surah Ar-Ra'd : Ayah 27-28]

"Surely Allah makes him who will go astray, and guides to Himself those who turn (to Him). Those who believe and whose hearts are set at rest by the remembrance of Allah; now surely by Allah's remembrance are the hearts set at rest."



[20. Surah Taha : Ayah 14]

"Surely I am Allah, there is no god but 1, therefore serve Me and keep up prayer for My remembrance."





[29. Surah Al-Ankabut : Ayah 45]

"Certainly the remembrance of Allah is the greatest, and Allah knows what you do."






[33. Surah Al-Ahzab : Ayah 35,41-42]

"And the men who remember Allah much and the women who remember-- Allah has prepared for them forgiveness and a mighty reward."


"O you who believe! remember Allah, remembering frequently, And glorify Him morning and evening."





[62. Surah Al-Juma : Ayah 10]

"Remember Allah much, that you may be successful."



[63. Surah Al-Munafiqun : Ayah 9]

"O you who believe! let not your wealth, or your children, divert you from the remembrance of Allah; and whoever does that, these are the losers."




[73. Surah Al-Muzzammil : Ayah 8]

"And remember the name of your Lord and devote yourself to Him with (exclusive) devotion."





[74. Surah Al-Muddathhir : Ayah 3]

"And your Lord do magnify."





[76. Surah Al-Insan : Ayah 25-26]

"And glorify the name of your Lord morning and evening. And during part of the night adore Him, and give glory to Him (a) long (part of the) night."





[94. Surah Al-Sharh : Ayah 7-8]

"So when you are free, nominate. And make your Lord your exclusive object."






[110. Surah Al-Nasr : Ayah 3]

"Then celebrate the praise of your Lord, and ask His forgiveness; surely He is oft-returning (to mercy)."




[Sahih Hadith: Volume 8, Book 75, Number 416]

Narrated 'Abu Musa (Radi Allah Anhu) : The Prophet Muhammad (sal-allahu-alleihi-wasallam) said, "The example of the one who remembers (glorifies the Praises of his Lord) Allah in comparison to the one who does not remember (glorifies the Praises of his Lord) Allah, is that of a Living creature to a Dead one."

Friday, January 8, 2010

Sadqa

Agar bachpun main hame koi chot lug jaati to dadi kehtiN: "Chalo achha huwa, bari musibat ka saqda huwa".

Kiya ye sach hoga ke zindagi main darasl koi chota nuqsan is baat ka istaa'ra hota hai ke hamara koi bara nuqsan hone wala tha magar qudrat ne hamari bachat ker di!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

zindagi har roz class lyti ha








bara dushwar hota ha, zara sa Faisla karna, K Zindagi ki kahani ko, Biyan-o-bazabnko, kaha sa yad rakhna ha, kaha se bhol jana ha, kisy kitna batana ha, ki say kitna chupana ha, kaha hans hans k rona ha, kaha ro ro k hansna ha, kaha awaz daini ha, kaha khamosh rehna ha, kaha rasta badalna ha, kaha sy lot ana ha. bara dushwar hota ha, zara sa faisla karna.

بڑا دشوار ہوتا ہے

ذرا سا فیصلہ کرنا

کہ جیون کی کہانی کو

بیانِ بے زبانی کو

کہاں سے یاد رکھنا ہے

کہاں سے بھول جانا ہے

اِسے کتنا بتانا ہے

اِسے کتنا چھپانا ہے

کہاں رو رو کے ہنسنا ہے

کہاں ہنس ہنس کے رونا ہے

کہاں آواز دینی ہے

کہاں خاموش رہنا ہے

کہاں رَستہ بدلنا ہے

کہاں سے لوَٹ آنا ہے

(سلیم کوثر)

Trust

Zindagi main khun se bhi bara aik rishta hota hai - 'Bharose ka rishta' (trust). Jub ye tootta hai to sab se ziyada takleef hoti hai - jese kaanch ka koi glass haathon main toot jaaye aur bohat si choti choti kirchiyaaN andar ko dhans jaaye - aur insaan bus hateli khol ke halke halke raste khoon aur un pe lagi kirchiyooN ko dekhta reh jaaye!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Definition of Care

Charge, oversight, or management, implying responsibility for safety and prosperity.

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Attention or heed; caution; regard; heedfulness; watchfulness; as, take care; have a care.

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The object of watchful attention or anxiety.

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To be anxious or solicitous; to be concerned; to have regard or interest; -- sometimes followed by an objective of measure.


Love begins by taking care of the closest ones - the ones at home.
Mother Teresa






care. what is the meanig of it?
is the meaning of care is same in all religions/cities/peoples/culture?

i think yes. this is same. but some people thinks that its different for different kind of people.

agar koi kisi ki help kary bagher kahy, ya help mangy koi kisi sa kabhi b, aur usay help mily. to us ki care ki us shakhs na jis na help ki. behaviour aur routine agar same rahy hamesha to wo care ho ge.maska nahi. agar badal jaey to maska.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Habib Jalib's Mainay Uss Say Yeh Kaha







میں نے اس سے یہ کہا



یہ جو دس کروڑ ہیں



جہل کا نچوڑ ہیں



ان کی فکر سو گئی



ہر امید کی کرن



ظلمتوں میں کھو گئی



یہ خبر درست ہے



ان کی موت ہوگئی



بے شعور لوگ ہیں



زندگی کا روگ ہیں



اور تیرے پاس ہے



ان کے درد کی دوا





حبیب جالب کی یہ نظم کچھ حسبِ موقع لگی ہے۔

Saturday, December 26, 2009

sach ye ha k

"Suna hai - mard ke dil ka raasta uske pet(stomach) se ho ker jata hai"
"Nahi - Mard ke dil ka raasta uski Ma se ho ker jaata hai"

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Jawab-e-Shikwah by Allama Iqbal

dil ko cho jany wala shikwa aur jawab e shikwa. agar dil sa suno to ankhen pur num ho jaen. jasy me rony lagi thi ye sun kar.
i wish i could be a gud muslim. as ALLAH want me.
















TUM EK GORAKH DHANDHA HO

Kabhi yehan tumhein dhoondha kabhi wahan puhancha
Tumhari Deed Ki Khatir Kahan Kahan puhancha
Ghareeb mit gaye, Pamaal ho gaye lekin
Kissi talak na tera aaj tak nishan puhancha
Ho bhi nahin aur...
Ho bhi nahin aur har jaa ho
Tum Ek Gorakh dhandha ho...




Nit naye naqsh banatay ho mita dete ho
Jaane kis jurm-e-tamana ki saza dete ho
Kabhi kankar ko bana dete ho heeray ki kani
Kabhi heeron ko bhi mitti mein mila dete ho
Jindagi kitnay hi murdon ko ata ki jiss ne
Woh maseeha bhi saleebon pe saja dete ho
Khwahish-e-deed jo kar baithe sar-e-toor koi
Toor hi bark-e-tajalli se jala dete ho
Naar-e-namrood mein dalwatay hu khud apna khaleel
Khud hi phir naar ko gulzaar bana dete ho
Chahe kinaan mein phainko kabhi mahe in aan
Noor yakuub ki aankhon ka bujha dete ho
Becho yusuf ko kabhi misr ke baazaaron mein
Akhir-e-kaar shah-e-misr bana dete ho
Jazb-o-masti ki jo manzil pe puhanchta hai koi
Baith kar dil mein an-al-haq ki sada dete ho
Khud hi lagwatay ho phir kufr ke fatway uss par
Khud hi mansoor ko sooli pe charha dete ho
Apni hasti bhi woh ik roz ganwa baithta hai
Apne darshan ki lagan jis ko laga dete ho
Koi raanjha jo kabhi khoj mein nilklay tumkar
Tum ussay jhang ke bele mein rula deta ho
Justajoo le ke tumhari jo chale kais koi
Uss ko majnoon kissi laila ka bana dete ho
Jot sassi ke agar mann mein tumhari jaagay
Tum usse tapte huay thal mein jala dete ho
Sohni gar tum ko mahiwal tasawwur kar le
Uss ko biphri hui lehron mein baha dete ho
Khud jo chaaho to sar-e-arsh bula kar mehboob
Ek hi raat mein mairaaj kara dete ho


Aap hi apna parda ho
Aap hi apna pardaa ho
Tum ek gorakh dhandha ho

Jo kehta hoon maana, tumhein lagta hai bura sa
Phir bhi hai mujhe tum se baharhaal gila sa
Chup chaap rahe dekthe tum Arsh-e-Bareen par
Tapte huay karbal mein Muhammad ka nawasa
Kiss tarhe pilata tha lahoo apna wafa ko
Khud teen dinon se wo agarche tha piyasa
Dushman to bahar taur thay dushman magar afsos
Tum ne bhi faraham na kiya paani zara sa
Har zulm ki taufeeq hai zalim ki wirasat
Mazloom ke hissay mein tassali na dilasa
Kal taaj saja dekha tha jiss shakhs ke sar par
Hai aaj ussi shakhs ke hathon mein hikasa
Yeh kya hai agar poochoon to kehte ho jawaban
Iss raaz se ho sakta nahin koi shanasa



Hairat ki ek duniya ho
Hairat ki ek duniya ho
Tum ek gorakh dhandha ho

Har ek jaa pe ho lekin pata nahin maaloom
Tumhara naam suna hai nishaan nahin maaloom

Dil se arman jo nikal jaaye to jugnoon ho jaye
Aur aankhon mein simat aaye to aansoo ho jaye
Japeya huu ka jo be huu kare huu mein kho kar
Uss ko sultaniyan mil jayen wo ba huu jo jaye
Baal beeka na kissi ka ho churri ke neeche
Halk-e-asghar mein kabhi teer tarazoo ho jaye



Kiss kadar be-niyaz ho tum bhi
Daastaan-e-daraaz ho tum bhi



Aah-e-Tehkeek mein har gam pe uljhan dekhoon
Wohi haalat-o-khayalat mein an ban dekhoon
Ban ke reh jaata hoon tasweer pareshani ki
Ghaur se jab bhi kabhi duniya ka darpan dekhoon
Ek hi khaak pe fitrat ke tazaadat itnay
Kitnay hisson mein bata ek hi aangan dekhoon
Kahin zehmat ki sulagti hui patjhar ka samaan
Kahin rehmat ke baraste huay sawan dekhoon
Kahin phunkaarte darya, kahin khamosh pahaar
Kahin jangal, kahin sehra, kahin gulshan dekhoon
Khun rulata hai yeh takseem ka andaaz mujhe
Koi dhanwaan yehan par koi nirdhan dekhoon
Din ke haathon mein faqat ek sulagta sooraj
Raat ki maang sitaron se muzzayyan dekhoon
Kahin murjhaaye huay phool hain sacchai ke
Aur kahin jhoot ke kaanton pe bhi joban dekhoon
Shams ki kaal kahin khichti nazar aati hai
Kahin sarmad ki uttarti hui gardan dekhoon
Raat kya shai hai saweera kya hai
Yeh ujala yeh andhera kya hai
Mein bhi nayib hun tumhara akhir
Kyon yeh kehte ho ke tera kya hai


Dekhne wala tujhe kya dekhta
Tu ne har har samt se parda kiya

Masjid Mandir...
Masjid, Mandir, Yeh Maikhane
Koi yeh maane, koi woh maane
Masjid, Mandir, Yeh Maikhane
Koi yeh maane, koi woh maane
Sab tere hain jaana aashanay
Koi yeh maane, koi woh maane
Ek honay ka tere kaayil hai
Inkaar pe koi maayil hai
Asleeyat lekin tu jaane
Koi Yeh maanay koi woh maane
Ek khalk mein shamil karta hai
Ek sab se akela rehta hai
Hain dono teray mastaanay
Koi yeh maanay koi woh maane
sab hain jab aashiq tumhare naam ke
kyon yeh jhagre hain raheem-o-raam ke




Dehr mein tu, Haram mein tu
Dehr mein tu, Haram mein tu
Arsh pe tu, jameen pe tu
Dehr mein tu, Haram mein tu
Arsh pe tu, jameen pe tu
Jiss ki puhanch jahan talak
Uss ke liye wahin pe tu



Har ek rang mein yakta ho
Tum ek gorakh dhandha ho

Markaz-e-Justajoo, Alam-e-rang-o-boo
Dam badam jalwagar tu hi tu chaar soo
Hoo ke mahol mein, kuch nahin fi-la-hoo
Tum buhat dil ruba, Tum buhat khubaroo
Aarsh ki azmatein, Farsh ki abroo
Tum ho konain ka, hasil-e-arzoo
Aankh ne kar liya aansoo-on se wazoo
Ab to kar do ata deed ka ek sudoo
Aao parde se tum aankh ke rubaroo
Chund lamhe milan, do ghari guftagoo
Naaz jabta phiray, jabaja koo-ba-koo
Wahda-hoo Wahda-hoo
La-shareek-a-La-hoo
Allah hoo Allah hoo
Allah hoo Allah hoo
Allah hoo Allah hoo Allah hoo
Allah hoo Allah hoo Allah hoo

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Sorry, You can put the blame on me!







As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me